change of travel plans

Talking with a friend a couple days ago, trying to get a better perspective on what exactly I am going to write about, not in the blog but my book.

I have many things written and a general path that I wanted to go. But it all seemed vague, unformed and unorganized.

Mainly I wanted to deliver a message to anyone that needed or wanted to hear it.

This is a year for change, for new things for growth and a great time for manifestation. In other words creating our lives how we want.

I talk to friends and family and I get something over and over... jealous of what I have or wish they could join me on my travels... I will admit that I do love traveling, learning new things and discovering new things about myself  that mirror the world. And I am going to show you how to get what you need as well.

I have had a few days, I wouldn't say doing nothing... but pretty close. I have updated my blog, cleaned up my computer files and organized my bag, my music, and my thoughts about my book. This is huge. When we want some clarity in life or we are done with something and ready to move forward... It seems like we need to surround ourselves by something fresh and clean... clothes, house, papers, everything... this is what we truly need in our mind so first we clean our surroundings.

It's not a huge surprise to most of you that I am quite a spiritual person. This is the bases of my book, but those of you who do not believe that you are spiritual don't worry. I will still be traveling and living and creating a blog based on all those things that entertain you as well as show you that spirituality lives in each one of us without changing our identity.
My path has hit a fork in the road.

This fork in the road is a new creation, something fresh that not many have attempted.

I have learned so much in the last 6 years about myself and how to create the life that I want. But something was lacking, it was all information and tests... Yes I tested everything I learned and I proved to myself that it all exists. But then came a problem. How do I show others how to run their lives smoothly and become something they know exists inside themselves. How do I prove that methods I have learned can be put in balance in everyday life? How... writing a book? Yes that feels right... my experiences have proved a lot too me... but I am not exactly where I want to be.

A lot of people have told me that I have helped them, inspired them and gave them something, even something small or something huge. I will admit that I never saw myself as the joke goes "kind of a big deal". I am just me, I have gone through all the same things you have and every experience I have had has changed me in one way or another.

This is a book I am going to write. I am now challenging myself to the full extent of my being.

This challenge is for me but the experience is also for you. I hear a lot that you want to live vicariously through me?  Well, lets take it up a notch shall we? How about ten notches?

An interesting way to write a book I will say but this is how its going to go (and I will love to have input and advice as I go along) :

I am going to be doing two writings at a time. 1 is going to be my book which will be separate yet will contain a lot of things that I will be posting here.
2. This is going to be the interactive part of my blog. (yay for you)  :) This blog is going to contain all the same things as before, Because of course I am traveling and I will be experiencing all new things all the time and it will be entertaining.

The new thing is this... I am making myself into an experiment.

What I have realized is that a lot of us have similar thoughts, beliefs and dreams.

Our dreams seem unattainable sometimes... off in the distance,  or that some day approach.

This is where it gets interesting. If we really take a look at ourselves... We can find that core... that picture of ourselves of where we see ourselves.

I am going to write on why I believe the things I believe and who I am. That is the easy part there are lots of stories in these beliefs... trials and errors that got me to where I am now.

What I am also going to do is write about where I will be. A challenge and huge form of manifestation. That you will be a part of. Interesting, yes?

Step by Step I am going to build my life on how I see fit. If you don't understand at this point... I will be raising the bar... very high. Some things will be easy for me, some things will be hard. But what is a challenge without challenge involved?

keep in mind this is my life and what I see fit for me, does not mean that you need to do exactly what I do. What it means is that I am challenging myself to new heights... its not my goals that you're going to want but it's the techniques I use to get there. If I can change my life to an where I need to be and attract those things in myself that I need using all the tools that I have learned... Why could you not do the same?

Of course you can! Let me be the example that gives you understanding that you can do whatever you need to do to get to wherever you need to be!

My first step (and of course not for everyone but I will give the reasons why I am doing it)

No more alcohol.

quit drinking... the reason...why?
Because I lack clarity when I drink, I focus on things that are fun and entertaining and there is nothing wrong with that, but there are other things in life that are important to me. How I see my life is in balance of my being. And for me my balance is not drinking. Yet, I will be dancing, partying and have a blast! (I told you I would keep it entertaining!) Because my balance is definitely going to be used in every day life. It is one thing to change in a place like Nepal, alone closed off everything... But quite another to do it while traveling surrounded by people all the time in hostels, at clubs and other places.

I have been thinking about this a lot, It seems to me that drinking is holding me back from doing many things that I need to do. I want a healthy life. Drinking is holding me in a state that I do not need anymore. I have quite for almost 3 years before ... in those times I went out to clubs, danced, met people and still had a great time.
I do not need a social lubricant,
I do not need alcohol to give me confidence,
I do not need alcohol to allow me to have a good time... I do that myself.
(again I will tell you that this is my step, not yours, You need to choose for yourself what exactly you need to do in your life and where you want to me.)

When I drink, I get sloppy, I waste my next day, I spend money that I could use on something else, not to mention that I do things that I wouldn't do normally.

Those are my reasons, they are my first step because they will coordinate with my other steps. which you will find out in good time.

The benefits to me for not drinking are this: I will have more clarity, I will have more control over my emotions and my thoughts (which is going to be important for this journey), I will be up earlier and have more energy to do other things that I truly want to be apart of. Let me prove that someone can quit drinking and live a socially accepted life, party, have fun and continue living in balance. Let me prove that it can be done!

Let me also say this is going to be one of the smaller steps of this process..

so what do you think? I am going to write a book backwards.. Im going to write it first and then become my writing...
you said you wanted to live with me... lets live!